The Month of the £1K Day



Yep, August will be the month were I crack the £1k day barrier.


Now here I'm talking about getting at least one day where I make more than £1K and not £1K every day ... although that would be nice!! I have a strong feeling that it is just on the horizon. My recent form has been quite good, my condfidence is increasing and accordingly I've been gradually increasing my stakes

Most of my good wins in July came from the info that I had compiled on my Gruss notes, so I'll be looking to keep right up-to-date with my replay watching this month.


Over the past few weeks I've realised that I can improve my results in 2 ways -

Entering a trade with a much larger stake when I feel that the conditions are right:

This means that if the market moves in my favour I can exit my position at an earlier point and quickly lock-in a bigger than average profit. Currently I'm trying to stick with £200 as an entry point and I'm starting to get quite comfortable with using that sort of stake. However, I think that I should be using maybe £400 - £500 as an entry point on those trades where my notes give me a strong indication of which way I expect the market to move. Now obviously at this point I'll need to choose my races wisely as it would be quite foolish to try and go in for £500 on a wanky hurdle race at somewhere like Ballinrobe on a Monday evening. There no sicker feeling than trying to bail out and there's no fucking takers!

With regards to bailing out of a losing position, well I'm getting pretty good at realising when I'm in the shit and I'm rarely hesitating to take maybe a £50 - £60 loss if I realise that the market just ain't gonna go in my direction! To be honest a fair percentage of my losing trades have been where I have blatantly disregarded what is actually happening in the market (and sometimes this can be SO fucking obvious even before the off) and decided that I'm the only fucker who has spotted this opportunity and I'm going to make someone pay.



  
In these scenarios I'm the twat who normally pays for ignoring the fact that the market isn't about to go where I want it to go ... the signs are there right in front of my eyes!!


Holding on to my trades for a bit longer and setting appropriate exit points when a fancied trade moves in my favour:

Normally when a trade moves in my favour I tend to fairly quickly phase out my stake at close to the available price or a few ticks higher/lower (depending on if I have backed or layed as my entry point). Now this creates a nice safety net, but also means that I don't come anywhere near to maximizing my potential profit when I'm sitting in a nice position and I'm expecting the market to swing even further in my direction. For instance, I've spotted a potential pace angle to a race and also have a note that indicates that I strongly fancy this horse to a) lead and b) stay on strongly and possibly win. Now maybe I have backed at 5.0, the horse has led and I have layed off my stake at between 4.0 - 4.5. That might leave me with let's say a £100 green on that selection, which I can sit on and phase out, hopefully, at much shorter prices, lets say sub 2.0. Now if this works then it's been a nice safe trade, but in an ideal scenario I would have set my initial phase-out exit points at maybe 1.5 - 2.5 and then would have sat and hopefully watched the market move in my direction as expected. Obviously this is a bit riskier as you can often be staring maybe a £50 green in the face only for it to go to a £20 red a few seconds later! This sort of technique makes you wish you were a frog as you need to keep a very close eye on the market AND the race at the same time.





However, there have been MANY instances during July where I could have been a bit more patient and taken a much bigger green.

Now this goal depends a lot on identifying good trades. That means that I'm going to have to make a super human effort to watch quite a few replays that I have recorded on my Sky+. It's a long and boring process but I really need to knuckle down and get it done. Taking breaks to the coast is great but it means that I have maybe 150 additional races to watch when I get back home and that takes a lot of patience and willpower.

 


01/08

+£59.50. I wanted to make a really good start to the month but ended-up fucking about with my car most of the day! My oil cooler had arrived in the post a couple of days earlier so I thought that I'd better get it fitted in time for my next trip to the coast and hopefully not have to crawl up hills at 40MPH to avoid my engine exploding into a ball of flames!

So on with the old t-shirt and shorts - check
Assemble all of the required tools - check
Remove grill .... well eventually after a bit of swearing and brute force - check
Remove bumper ... well eventually after using copious WD40, even more swearing, berating the Japanese for putting bolts in fucking stupid inaccessible positions and some slightly more aggressive brute force which also involved a hammer! - check

Anyway you get the drift, I'm fucking about doing this when I should be preparing myself for the afternoon racing. Unbelievably I'm still fucking about with the ATF cooler hoses in between races! My hands are black, my back is covered in gravel, my leg is bleeding where I caught it on the edge of a bucket (now destroyed by hammer as a reprisal) and I'm sweating like a fucker. Despite this I'm cruising up to the £200 mark and then I run into a couple of late losses and end the day at just over £50. However, I did get my oil cooler fitted and put my car back together again so it wasn't too bad!! 



 
PS and then my missus asks 'why did you smash the fuck out of our bucket with the hammer?'


 
02/08

+£28.60. Saturday and I felt quite confident although I was a bit behind on my notes. I had a quick power nap between 12:00 - 13:15 and was then ready for action. Much like yesterday I seemed to cruise along and I was heading for £200+ and then I ran into a couple of £50+ losses which halted me in my tracks. I managed to scrape a profit and although it hadn't been a great day I actually felt as though I had learnt quite a lot and hopefully I can take that forward in my quest for that £1K day.



 





03/08

+£168.41. A few wins later in the afternoon made the difference to an otherwise pretty quiet and unspectacular Sunday.




I actually managed to drag my lazy arse to the gym this morning.



If I can show this much aggression in my trading then I'll be a rich man!




04/08

-£89.08. One of those days where I just couldn't get matched quickly enough and struggled all day in an attempt to claw back an early £50+ loss. Made a silly trade early evening and paid the £80+ fine for trading like a twat. It seemed as though I had spent most of the day bailing out of positions that initially went in my direction only for them to do a quick about turn and take me straight from a green into a red zone.




At various points during the day I thought about lowering my stake, but hey I ain't going to get a £1K day by doing that! A modest win late on took my below the -£100 so considering it felt like such a bad day it wasn't THAT bad in hindsight and once again I still feel as if I'm learning quite a bit, so the bad trades and losing trades are actually making me a better trader.



05/08

+£94.27. Now today was the complete opposite of yesterday. I didn't feel as if I was going anywhere and then suddenly realised that I was £100+ and gliding along. A couple of late losing trades put me just under the £100 mark but psychologically it was good to recover yesterday's losses.





06/08

+£380.86. Today was REALLY enjoyable. Once again I quickly found myself £100+ and in the zone. I had plenty of relevant horse notes and actually misssed a few good trades where I was just a bit too slow to act. Things did seem to quiten down in the late afternoon as my BF live video seemed to be playing-up and this was effecting my concentration as I wasn't too sure whether I was further behind the normal lag.




I did give it some large in the last @ Kempton as my missus and eldest son were sat watching and about to go to the local shop. I said 'if Bombardment leads then I'm going to smash it and go 'round the shop for you' (I never go around to the local shop as I'm too lazy! As it fended off the challengers in the final furlong I was giving it the 'oi oi, who's the daddy!' (sad I know but sometimes you have to let off a bit of steam) just like the old days at Hackney and Walthamstow. The neighbours must have thought that I'd gone mad!

So now it's a cuppa and back to the notes for tomorrow's racing. I've almost caught up with watching the replays and hopefully the guys over at Gruss are going to make a software change in the next release that will allow me to access the previous day's cards so that I can much more easily update my notes.





07/08

-£139.52. I set the world record for shouting, screaming and swearing today. Everything that I touched turned almost immediately into a bag of shite and it felt as though I was being continually kicked in the bollox by someone wearing size 11 steel toe capped Dr Martins!!

I started the day by doing £150+ in one of the early races. My entry trade was £200 and the market moved slightly in my favour .... all good so far! I then switched my concentartion to my Geeks Toy screen and fired in my exit points of £10 at various prices. However, when I glanced back at the race and then subsequently up at the pointy end of the ladder I was shocked to see that the market had moved violently against my position. I scrambled for a £50 red and missed it, then for a £100 and missed that and then finally got out for the £150+ loss! Thus began my first tirade of screaming and swearing!

Now 3 races later at Brighton I back the beast that springs out of the stalls and once again the market moves in my favour and I start to fire in my exit points. As I'm doing this the commentator screams 'he's pulling like a motherfucker', or something to that effect and the price goes through the roof and I wave goodbye to £80+. I take my level of screaming at the screen to a new level.

Four races later and I set light to another £70+. At this point I lost control of all of my senses and bodily functions and felt like throwing one of my monitors through the front window! I was rapidly spunking all of my profits from yesterday. Now the ironic thing is that I had posted on Facebook that today could be 'the day that I win £1K', what a fucking MUG! I was feeling pissed-off, skint and like a right proper cock! At this point my missus, somehow sensing my angst, suggested that maybe it might be wise if I knocked it on the head for the day and started again tomorrow. Well that just sent me into a further tirade of abuse along the lines of 'what's the fucking point of leaving it until tomorrow, I'll still have spunked my money and will need to somehow win it back, what a fucking stupid idea, shut the fuck up or you'll get a slap' (well I didn't actually say that last part as if I did then she probably would have killed me using extreme violence).

So now I'm actually thinking that this could be the day where I actually LOSE a grand!! Then, when all seems lost, I finally make a decent trade in the last race of the day, a bumper in Ireland, which somewhat eases the pain.






08/08

+£475.28. I had the chance to watch the replays of my losing trade races and to be honest only one of them was slightly poor, the other two started as good trades but went bad very quickly. I was back on the notes early doors as I really wanted to be on top of my game today.

The first three hours were a massive struggle and to be honest I was starting to get a bit pissed off again. I finally had a £60+ win but then promptly gave most of it back in the very next race .... cue the screaming and swearing again! Then, finally, my notes came to the rescue and provided me with three cracking trades and the rest is history. I had the feeling that I was maybe £350 in front so it was a pleasant surprise when I saw the £475.



 


09/08

+£144.32. Saturday again and to be quite honest I was feeling fucked from this morning's effort in the gym. Because of this I gravitated towards playing a safe game and pretty much dropped back down to £60 a click in most races. I started with a £50+ in the first race and was then quite content just to chip away and head for anything over £100. I was quite happy that I avoided a few races where the pre-race market was strong AGAINST my opinion, in particular Underwritten in one of the evening races. For me he was guaranteed to get a soft lead, yet despite this all of the money was on the lay side. I decided not to play and hey presto he declined an easy lead and although I hadn't played I had to vent my spleen with screams of 'cheating fucking midgets, that was fucking obvious!'. Now some may disagree, but I'm seeing this more and more often where it seems to be as though certain jockeys are deliberately changing the running style of horses in order to get a horse beat. In my opinion it's a lot easier to mask than dropping your horse out 20 lengths behind, finding trouble and leaving your effort too late?







10/08

-£75.76. I don't think that I traded badly today but it was just one of those days where a couple of things didn't go my way. It was another typical Sunday where I didn't really get involved in that many markets, but at the end of the day if I can keep my losing days to sub £100 then I'm not too fussed






11/08

-£28.74. I was nicking a few pennies and then knocked out the best part of £200 in one race! It was one of those where I had backed a front runner and as I started to put in my lays all four of his legs fell off and the price just went mental, obviously for me in the wrong direction! When I encounter this kind of loss in one race then I give myself some time to re-focus and then the aim is to chip away, and in this case I had a mental target of getting my loss down to sub £100 as per yesterday. So I wasn't too phased and gradually pulled back my losses. So apart from that one debacle it wasn't such a bad day.







12/08

+£253.24. A nice steady day saw me recoup my losses for the last two days.






13/08

+£342.73. Once again my notes came to the rescue and I had a lovely win mid-afternoon and gave it the big 'oi oi whos the fucking daddy' again, accompanied by a little dance around the living room which then prompted my grandson to join in (juvenile I know and the neighbours must wonder what the fuck is going on in my house!). I then had the missus and my daughter telling me not to swear in front of the grandchildren ,,, whoops sorry!




That win was most welcome as the rest of the day was pretty uninspiring to be honest.



14/08

+£59.87. Just as I sat down to trade I said to my missus 'I have a feeling that I'm going to lose today'. Now this wasn't me being negative it was just that I felt slightly un-prepared and maybe a little tired, combined with the fact that my initial glance at the cards didn't feel me with excitement. I then spent the day playing pretty much minimal stakes, that's £60 at the moment. I did jump in with £200, my max stake at the moment, on one race and duly lost £110+ in the space of 10 minutes. I backed something that looked as though it was pissed and seemed to be stumbling all over the shop and changing it's legs every 5 strides. The strange thing was that I later watched it's last run and although it looked pissed in that race as well it pulled clear in the final stages and won by a fucking mile!



 
So to be honest I was happy just to finish in front today ... 



15/08

+£186.66. I updated a few horse notes this morning but come 12:30 I was feeling so tired that I had to take a 60 minute power nap. Once again for some reason I wasn't feeling super aggressive and I played a pretty cautious approach throughout the day. I actually felt as though I had won more at the end of the day but can't be unhappy with the total.



 
There's one or two improvements that I can make to my general approach and the way that I trade and I'll probably highlight these in the next few days


16/08

+£74.90. It was the wife's birthday today so we booked a table at the local Gordon Ramsay boozer (she is a big fan). I didn't really want to go there on the back of a losing day so I played cautiously and scraped a few quid. We had an early table booked so I jumped in the bath and was ready to go by 17:30 ... and this is where the fun and games started!




One thing that we hadn't realised was that West Ham were playing at home and we live near enough to be affected by the traffic. So we call a cab, wait ages for it to arrive so then we're already running late but no big deal. The driver explains that the local traffic is in gridlock so we'll have to go the long way round ... no problem there mate. Unfortunately the guy then takes us on a meandering route down the back streets of Upton Park and 20 minutes later we find ourselves not at Wapping but at ..... you guessed it .... right outside Upton Park!! I was fucking dumbstruck!! My missus was not a happy bunny and jumped out of the cab telling the guy he was a pratt! Now for some reason I was lost for words during the whole journey and felt like a bit of a prick because I didn't say fuck all! So a fifteen minute walk now sees us back where we started ... outside our fucking front door! So then we argue, book a later table, call another cab and finally get to The Narrow.

So now we've ordered a beer and are seeing the funny side but then I notice that the menu is a bit on the thin side and there's nothing that particularly catches my eye .... so I've got the arsehole again. Then I spot the sirloin steak on the specials at £25 a pop so I order that ... big mistake! My fucking jaw was aching trying to chew through that fucker! So now I have the proper arsehole but instead of complaining there and then I just sulk ... a bit silly really. When the waitress comes over I tell her that it was crap and upon her return she offers me a free dessert. Now instead of telling her to stick the bill up her arse I just told her no thanks and bring the bill.





So we fucked off back to our local and I sat there miserable for an hour until the booze kicked-in and then luckily we had a good night.

If I could go back in time I could have told the cab driver which way to go and I should have refused to pay for my steak ... but hey that's life.




There were in fact quite a few really good opportunities today but as I was playing ultra-cautious I managed to miss most of them!




17/08

+£227.37. Sunday today and I got lucky in an early race where someone must have backed the wrong horse so things went in my favour.






18/08

+£93.19. I got lucky AGAIN today and was coasting to £200+ but then dropped £100+ in the last race of the day ... DOH!! Now this was purely due to lack of concentration. I traded the 20:20 @ Wolves but then skipped the 20:50 as I was watching TV. I then jumped back on the PC for the 21:20 and backed something in the place market @ 1.03 that finished fourth ... what a pillock! At the end of the day it just offset the luck that I had earlier in the day I suppose.






19/08

+£108.31. All ATR tracks today so I probably did quite well to get to 3 figure territory ...






20/08

+£227.63. Another pretty steady day ...






21/08

+£100.90. Another unspectacular day where there was only one RUK meeting and Ffos was unplayable as it was SO far behind ...






22/02

+£220.17. There were 8 meetings today so I decided to try and push for £500+ but I made a poor start to the day and was quickly £70+ down without really trying! I then made the mistake of chopping down on my stakes as we had planned to spend the Bank Holiday down on the coast with the family and I didn't want to go on the back of a losing day. I then played steadily and managed to get to £200+ which helped pay for a couple of the bar bills!



  


25/08

+£132.22. Back from the coast and not feeling too bad as I cut back on the drinking last night. Chipped away and once again nicked  afew quid here and there ...






26/08

+£342.03. I actually didn't trade many races today, but the ones I did trade I traded quite well. There's still plenty of potential of far greater profits as my two main wins came from entry stakes of only £100 and £40 respectively.





27/08

+£7.29. I encountered an early loss of £70+ and then lost £90 by chasing a price in Ireland, which was a bit silly. The later win of £70+ @ Lingfield should have been a lot more as I had a good note for a horse but at that point I was on the defensive and just looking to scrape back into profit for the day.


 


I've been spending a LOT of time catching up on the race replays and I'm almost up to date on the RUK replays. I'm getting to that stage where at the start of most races I can identify quite a few of the running styles without even having to look at the notes. I feel that this is really giving me a nice edge.

As stated previously the actual process of keeping my notes up to date is rather time consuming and boring. Some of you may have noticed that I have asked both Gruss and Geeks if they can update their software so that the previous days cards can be retrieved. I could then just scroll through the cards as I watch the replays and update the notes accordingly just by point and click rather than having to scroll through the horse note list every fucking time ....Aaaaagggghh!!! I'm really hoping that this can be implemented as it would save me so much time and grief.

I have quite a few ideas and updates that I want to add to my blog but I'm finding that I just dont have the time at the moment. Hopefully I will have my notes fully up to date and all replays watched in the next few days as I'm probably going to hit the coast again for a romantic 2 or 3 days with the missus as the weather is supposed to be OK. I think that after that break it will be heads down for the NH season and skinny winter months and back to the gym to lose the layer of fat that I have built over the last two months!



28/08

+£301.45. I struggled on the early meets at Ffos, Stratford and Fontwell but then things seemed to pick-up in the early evening. Once again there was much more to be had but I'm still struggling to push myself to use bigger entry stakes. It's easy to see how I could push my profits up to £1k on good days, it's just that it's taking me some time to adjust to using bigger entry amounts.






I was just shy of £300 at the end of racing so had to trade the dogs and even a couple of late USA races to break through the £300 mark!




29/08

+£150.30. I learnt another lesson today, well actually it was something that I knew but had conveniently forgotten. I backed a front runner, Dalgig in the 20:30 @ Wolves. Well I know that it's still a maiden but fuck me it couldn't have had a softer lead, yet the price just took off in the wrong direction when the stalls opened. I scrambled out for a £40+ loss but it was a great reminder that racing at Wolves is super volatile, both the in-running and pre-race, and in my opinion can sometimes be as bent as fuck.

PS Now Dalgig actually looks like a lovely horse ...




Coming on the back of months of Summer flat racing it's obvious that the markets at Wolves are just so fucking different, and I don't even think that the bomber has turned up yet! The good thing is that getting your fingers burnt for relatively small amounts can allow you to see more clearly what is going on and can help you avoid it in the future.

I mentioned it in one of my previous posts that the pre-race betting patterns can sometimes give a blindingly obvious clue as to what is about to unfold in the race. Despite this fact even now I'm often  tempted to enter the market against the flow because I think that I know better! Just by posting this fact here will make sure that I don't fall for that again!

Now I know that the BF forum isn't exactly frequented by those of a high IQ but I can guarantee that you'll see a steady rise of posts usually entitled 'has it's fucking leg fallen off' whenever a Wolves runner drifts like a barge and then runs like a hairy goat. Now I'm not saying that I dislike the racing at Wolves, it's just that it needs to be approached in a slightly different manner than your normal run of the mill flat race.




Now there's also another thing that can make your job as a trader harder, and that's the constant bollox spouted by the RUK and/or ATR presenters/guests. Now let's face it, in general they are a fucking useless bunch. If they were any good then they would be sat at home on the machine making a fucking fortune. I know this, and you probably know this, so why is it then that they can sometimes alter your view of a race or selection just by one throw-away comment? I fell for one earlier today when they gushed about Travis County getting an early lead and then being practically impossible to pass. Now my notes didn't indicate this fact, yet I still jumped aboard when he decided to make the running. Well it's lucky that I bailed out early as after a few furlongs it decided to morph into a scabby goat and the price went through the roof!

Anyway I'm going to try and increase my entry stakes, fuck off to the coast one more time, get some teeth taken out on Monday, visit Steve in Brighton before he moves, get right up to date on my horse notes just in time for the NH season, get back to the gym, update my mindmap (which I haven't forgotten) and sort a few other things which seem to have escaped my mind at the moment!
  


30/08

+£174.85. I started the day quite well and was heading towards the £200+ mark but then floundered close home.







31/08

+£82.74. Well a boring Sunday with all ATR tracks to finish the month so I suppose that £80+ wasn't too bad ...

















Pen, Paper, Sun and Plenty of Hoegaarden


Four Days of Sun and Hoegaarden

Well the weather has finally come good, so once again so I grabbed the opportunity to disappear down to the coast. I spent the first day cycling from Whitstable to Ramsgate and it was most enjoyable indeed.



After my usual afternoon siesta I ventured out for a few evening beers. Luckily I didn't stay out too late or get smashed as when I got back to my room I managed to snap the key off in the lock. Unfortunately it was 00:20 and the lady who owns the B&B is 84 years old! I had no choice but to ring the buzzer and to be honest her daughter wasn't particularly helpful. I did get put in a spare room but had to wait until about 12:00 the following day for the handyman to make an appearance and sort out the lock. So it ended up being a late start, once I had the chance to shower and get changed, but it probably gave my body some time to recover from Monday's effort.

So Tuesday afternoon was spent soaking up the rays (although it was a bit overcast) outside The Belgian Cafe and the evening saw me back in The Belgian after a sherbert outside The Oak. Once the Hoegaarden started flowing I felt compelled to put pen to paper. I have been reading a book entitled 'Mindstore' and it really got me thinking about how I'm living my life at the moment. I grabbed a pen from behind the bar and a couple of sheets of serviette paper and started to scribble a kind of mind map. The Hoegaarden was certainly doing it's magic and before I knew it I had a mass of scribblings combined of notes in circles, boxes, weird shapes, most of which were interconnected by lines snaking across my serviette paper. My final task of the night was to grab the crayons and start colouring!




The sun shone again on Wednesday so it was back to The Belgian for more Hoegaaarden, more reading and more scribbling. After a quick check of the weather forecast I decided to stay Thursday as well .... well why not eh? So in the evening I hit The Belgian, yep AGAIN, and was lucky enough to see a band called The Angelo Tristan Band and they were fucking brilliant. Fast forward a couple of hours and I'm left standing outside The Belgian and it's 02:30 and Mark the chef decides that it's time to have a bonfire on the beach. Now a couple of girls, Sue and Pauline, have tagged along (purely platonic you know) but Pauline is absolutely mangled and can hardly string two comprehensible words together. Mark finally gets a little fire going and gets a few beers from his boat. Before I realise it's nearly 06:00, but oh what a beatiful morning, sitting there watching the tide and the sun coming up in the morning sky. I decide that discretion is the better part of valour and head back to the B&B for a few hours kip.

So after getting my head down for a couple of hours and having a cooked breakfast I get showered and head back down to The Belgian to be greeted by a still very pissed Pauline and Mark who was beginning to wilt under the burden of staying up all night. At this stage I was feeling quite relieved that I'd had a break as another early morning reveller decided that he wanted a punch-up with Mark and threats and words were exchanged. Then, about an hour later this guy offends Sue (who is still hanging on in there) and she decides to throw the table halfway across the street, smashing all the plates and glasses and then wanders off down near the beach and 15 minutes later chins the bloke!! All I wanted was a quiet beer in the sun!!!

I ended up staying out until about 17:00 and listened to a banjo player and a local guitarist bang out a few tunes. I did plan to go out in the evening but I woke up at about 20:00 and decided that I was too fucked ... so went back to bed. So all in all it was a fantastic four days in the sun.



The Mindmap

Well I'd call it my version of a mind map type of diagram. The Mindstore book contains a list of areas that contribute to your 'wheel of life' and the idea is to have all of these areas in balance. The idea is to analyze each area and give yourself a mark out of 10 which relates to your current status.

The more I thought and the more that I scribbled I gradually became aware that practically all of these issues have some bearing on my effectiveness as a trader ... and that's why I decided to put my scribblings on this section of my Blog.

Now I also added my own 'spokes of the wheel' and ended-up with the following:


1. Family (3)

I was a bit shocked to only be able to rate myself as a 3. I easily identified negative factors and these included:

  • poor relationship with my wife - when you have beem married for as long as we have then you need to make extra effort to keep that spark in your relationship. To be honest neither of us really try anymore and pretty much lead seperate lives. We do have a great time when we manage to get away togther, but other than that our relationship is pretty boring and sometimes quite stressful as we both want different things from life.





  • poor relationship with my eldest son - to be blunt he can be a lazy fucker with no respect. This is especially annoying when he has so much potential.
  • taking family members for granted - to be honest I make very little attempt to enjoy time with my parents. My mum lives in the same street but my dad lives an hour and a half away. This is something where the blame lies totally on my shoulders.

Now as we all know having angst with members of your family can easily impact your trading. I've lost count of the number of times that I've been quite happily sitting at my desk only to get fucked right off by a family member either moaning, screaming, shouting, being a bell-end or just generally being a twat. They often have the ability to send me from a state of calm to a state of screaming and shouting. Even as I sit here now I've already had to tell my grandson a few times to use his 'little voice' as he is being a noisy little fucker!

Now I've worked from home for almost two years now and this generally means more interaction with family members and at times when I am under pressure, i.e. trying to concentrate and work. I've found that this constant erosion of my inner calm has made me very negative in my general daily interractions with family members and I have a few well used phrases which usually consist of:

'shut the fucking noise up I'm trying to work'

'did you all have a good time getting shit faced down the pub while I was sitting here working'

'is any other fucker going to clean/tidy/wash up etc'

'this is not a fucking hobby'

'fuck this I'm fucking off'


There are one or two other more personal areas that I'm not going to share on here, but I feel that they all need to be addressed in order to work my way up from that score of 3!


PS I do love my missus (she reads my Blog!) but fuck me she can be a right pain in the ass sometimes! 


Now on the plus side I do, like many people, have an absolutely fantastic family and with a little effort here and there I should easily be able to get my score up to a 9 and to be honest everyone should be at least an 8 shouldn't they?



2. Social (8) 


My social score was relatively high. I've found that with age comes more confidence in social environments and I'm pretty comfortable in most situations.




3. Personal Development (6)


My personal development goes in fits and starts. It's closely linked with time management, as poor time management leaves no time for effective personal development. I've also realised that my personal development is pretty much entirely focussed on learning how to trade more effectively.





4. Health (7) 


My health is a mixed bag. On the plus side I'm physically active, hit the gym nearly every morning and generally follow a good diet. On the negative side I was diagnosed with mild cardiomyopathy and occasional atrial flutter about 10 years ago. This sometimes causes me to feel like a bag of shite but generally it's no problem. My teeth are also fucked and to be honest if I could get a set of dentures on the NHS then I probably would!




Oh and I forgot about my mince pie (eye). I woke up one night and had like a blurry splodge of grey affecting my left eye. It turned out to be a retinal branch vein occlusion, which is basically a blockage and bleed in the eye. Luckily it didn't hurt or affect my central vision and gradually over the last 14 months it's improved and almost back to normal.



5. Attitude (5) 

I'd like to think that my attitude is more on the positive side of things but when I really think about it then I'm not so sure.

On those days were everything is going right then I can scream 'who's the Daddy!' and everything seems so easy. However, on some days I often allow even the slightest problem to manifest itself in my head which then puts me in a negative state of mind and this means that I often worry about the smallest things ... I am a worrier! This probably stems from childhood were most of us don't want to make mistakes or get into trouble. I suppose that some of us grow up and continue to worry, some achieve that right balance of being able to address the situation, and others just get about their lives and don't give a fuck.




6. Finances (6) 

I'm pretty good at managing my finances. However, I do worry a lot about money and the thought of going skint and having to go back to work is always floating about in my head. Therefore I do become very 'money centric' at times. I'm by no means tight fisted but I do like to keep a fairly close eye on my finances.

Unfortunately there is one thought that tends to creep into my head every now and then and it really fucks me off. It concerns a video I took down @ Ramsgate maybe three years ago when I was at the financial peak of my entire life. In the video I'm sitting in the Port & Anchor and casually mention how much money I have 'burning a hole in my pocket'. Unfortunately I have a LOT less these days and it does hurt to think back to when making a nice bit of cash each month was relatively easy. I have an ingrained thought that I'll never be happy until I get back to that sort of financial independance.




Strangely enough on my recent break I stayed in a B&B. Now the woman who owns this sprawling nine bedroom house also owned at least one other, yet despite this, during our chat she only ever chatted about money and how much she had to spend to maintain the buildings etc. Now this lady was in her 80's and is probably sitting on close to £1 million worth of property by the coast yet she was still constantly moaning about money. Makes you think doesn't it? I definitely don't want to be that sort of sour money obsessed person who misses out on all of the great 'free' things that life offers and I don't want to live my life in the past.

There are one or two other personal money related issues that happened in the past and often wind me up when I think of them, but hey, that's all done and dusted so it's time to forget about all of that shit, learn from it and soldier on!

Finally, one thing that is driving me on at the moment is the fact that I have missed many opportunites over the last few years to make really good money. I don't want to look back in a few years time and realise that I never had the bollocks to grasp the nettle. However, once again on the flip side I have always seemed to land on my feet. Opportunities have always come along just at the time when I needed them, and for this I am grateful.




7. Career (7)

Well if trading is my career then I'm going OK at the moment and there is also untold potential.




8. Perception (4) 


My perception of events, and maybe more importantly my reaction, plays a big role in shaping my outlook on life.

Now there I was sitting in The Belgian Cafe, chilling out in the corner, drinking my Hoegaarden and scribbling these notes when I noticed something. Every now and then I would glance up at the growing crowd of late night drinkers and occasionally I'd spot someone who, for whatever reason, was starting to piss me off. Maybe it was someone chatting shite in a loud voice or just someone that I perceived to be a bell-end. I then realised that I do this quite often and it will often put me in a temporary aggressive mental, not physical, state of mind.

Now strangely, on the flip side of the coin, I can often get drawn-in by fucking idiots and sit there quite happily having a chat. It's a bit confusing thinking about it, but I suppose it all comes down to how I have built my pre-conceptions of certain types of people and events and my response is automatic and hard-wired. My missus does always say that I'm the worst judge of character that she knows!





9. Time Management (6) 


My time management is pretty good but I have noticed recently that I'm spending way too much time on unproductive tasks.


10. Commitment -


11. Environment -


12. Lifestyle (5) - I suppose that my lifestyle is another mixed bag. I feel that I live quite comfortably but maybe this area is the culmination of all of the above factors maybe? What's the goal? ... to live comfortably in a chilled state?


Goals -

Stress -

Old age -

Feelings of sadness and getting pissed-off = depression = always worrying

TBC ........



18/07

+£131.39. Managed to get straight back into the swing of things and was probably heading for a £200+ day but had a bit of a hiccup halfway through the day and had to settle for just over £130.




I'm going to smash it tomorrow and I'll be looking for at least a monkey to cover my recent holiday expenses.


19/07

We have 55 races scheduled for today so it's just a case of trying to average a tenner a race, although there will probably be quite a few overlaps.

12:28 I'll try and do the rolling update again today. I'm currently practicing a few new guitar chords in between updating today's horse notes and I'm up to the 19:00 @ Lingfield so I should be able to get them all done in time for the first race which is the 13:35 @ Newbury ...

14:38 started quite well, then missed a cracking opportunity and then gave some back .... ho hum ...

15:18 AAGGGHHH!!! trading on a Saturday just does my fucking head in!! ....

16:32 ... just had a touch that's taken me up to +£370 ... now's the time to play nice and steadily ...

18:56 creeping ever so slowly to that elusive monkey but it doesn't help that there are no pics from Lingfield ...

19:17 just over +£420 but the pics from Lingfield are broken, so that only leaves 4 more races from Haydock ...

+£451.56. So I ended up having a cracker today which helped pay for my 4 day break ...



Now I just need to make sure that I keep the ball rolling ...


20/07


+£92.45. Absolute pants racing today but I suppose that is the norm for Sundays. I was on the ball in one race and pretty much made my day's profit from backing one in the place market over the jumps by keeping my eye closely on what was going on behind the leaders.







21/07

+£82.91. Unspectacular effort ...






22/07

+£225.43. This was a day where I won £200+ in one race and felt more fucked off than you could ever believe! That was THE race at Ballinrobe where someone's in-running bot presumably malfunctioned and it was help yourself to as much free money as you could get. However, me being me I was sitting there thinking 'there must be somthing wrong here'. Instead of smashing the absolute bollox out of it I pensively traded a few clicks and greened at £200 and then sat on my hands worrying that I might make a balls-up and end-up doing my bank. Well the truth is that I really should have got £5k+ .... and to be quite honest a lot lot more.





It's usually the case of  'if it looks too good to be true then it probably is'. Well this time it really was free money and there must be a few out there in BF land who have raped a lovely stash of cash into their accounts.



26/07

+£228.22. I got caught with my pants down in the 19:15 @ Salisbury and had to take one for the team! Apart from that it was a nice first day back after a few days back down the coast.








27/07

+£80.30. It seemed like a strange old day today with only 3 meetings (at least they were all RUK). I was surprised when I looked at my P&L to see that I only traded in 7 races.






28/07

+£146.47. I had another one of those days where absolutely nothing happened during the afternoon and then when the evening racing started I managed to nick a few quid. It's strange how that happens sometimes?









29/07

+£349.55. I started the day with a good £100+ result in the first but I could have in fact easily greened-up for £400, but once again in the heat of the moment I didn't manage my position very well and didn't have enough exit points lined-up. It's really annoying when you take a look at the ladder after the race and see just how easy it would have been to taken a very easy £350+ instead of just £100+ .... to be honest it was £250+ lost instead of £100 gained!






I then knuckled down, nibbled away, got a good result in the 3 runner chase and did OK on the day.


 
30/07


Fuck me it's warming up a bit!



Yep Summer has finally arrived and it's fucking lovely!






It's smashing into the 70's but not quite quite the 120+ degrees that it reaches in Death Valley ... fuck me now that is Scorchio!!

I was sorely tempted to hit the coast again this week as the sun was out and the temperatures were around the 22-23 mark, so ideal for cycling and re-hydrating with copious mounts of chilled lager. However I decided to stay at home and try and win some cash and maybe wait for mid-July.

Now my garden has always resembled a dumping ground, so I decided to hire some Romanian labour to clear it all down. The advantage of living in Newham is that you can find 30 or 40 guys hanging around outside the local Wickes every morning looking for work. So I popped down there, did a bit of bartering and paid 3 guys £90, in total, to clear my garden. Now these boys didn't mess around as Derek Thomson would say and had the job done by 13:00. I threw in few cans of Fanta, Fosters and something to eat but had to draw the line when one of the guys offerd me £200 for my car as he needed somewhere to sleep at night!



01/07

+£102.71. Monday today and I didn't seem to be going anywhere fast. I kept checking the weather forecast and really fancied going to the coast for Wed-Fri but realised that it would probably be better to stay at home and actually win some money before I spunked more on beer. I nibbled away and somehow managed to get up to 3 figure territory, so it wasn't too bad.




  
02/07

+£153.36. I spent the morning fucking about in the garden and going back and forward to the local tip. I had my positive and happy head on to greet the new month and I was bubbling with positivity and enthusiasm .... that's until I bumped into the jobsworth prick at the tip. I only had last years council tax bill and the guy wouldn't let me in without this years copy ... what a jobsworth dustman prickhead! So I had to come all the way home again with an overheating car full of shite and then rummage around in mountains of paperwork while the Romanians were plowing through my garden like a human combine harvester. That is what happens when you give a fucking dustman control of a barrier ... he thinks he's someone important! For a brief second I wanted to smash the fuck out of the silly little prick .. but then my positivity and calmness surged through my body and I decided that it wasn't worth the while.

I was fucking knackered by the time racing started and nothing much was happening early doors. My horse notes then came to the rescue as I had a good marker for Hot Spice at Catterick and he duly bolted up and added some sheckles to the coffers.





PS If anyone reading this works for Shanks East London I'd just like to say thanks for your help you lazy bunch of thick cunts.



03/07

+£345.52. I was up at the crack this morning as it was fucking beautiful. In between the tedious task of updating my horse notes I continued cleaning my garden, drank tea and sat in the sun.

I won almost £100 in the second race of the day and never looked back. I traded well but still missed one or 2 cracking opportunities by a gnats cock. I'll up the stakes tomorrow as there's no reason why I shouldn't be hitting this kind of figure every day during the summer months when there is plenty of racing.




The time spent keeping my horse notes up to date and watching the replays really paid dividends today and gives me a bit of enthusiasm. I've still got quite a few recordings to watch but hopefully I'll crack on tomorrow and hopefully highlight a few more potential good trades.



04/07

+£207.87. My good form continued today and once again the information compiled in my horse notes really helped.




I've recently noticed three areas in which my trading has improved. These are:

  1. Having more information to hand with regards to the common running styles of each selection, i'e. my horse notes.
     
  2. Refraining from chasing a price if my first attempts fail to get matched. It's SO easy to try and hit a price, miss it, chase it and then find that you get matched at several points above or below (depending on whether you are laying or backing) the original price. At this point the value has usually disappeared and you can find yourself in a deep hole.
     
  3. I'm finding that I'm bailing out much more quickly when I spot that the market is not reacting how I envisaged. For example you may lay something early and you're quite happy that it will drift, but it doesn't. Sometimes it's easy to hang on a bit too long and then find that the drift isn't going to happen and once again you're in deep hole. It's a fine line as there is that point in a race where your selection is either going to get smashed into in a  blink of an eye or drift like a barge equally quickly. If you are VERY confident that you have things right then at this point you can go well into the green very quickly, but the opposite is also true.




05/07

+£69.53. Updating these horse notes is a right fucking pain in the arse! I've also lost count of the number of times that I'm updating my notes (all in uppercase) and then switch to something like my blog, type a thousand words without looking at the screen and then look up and it's all in uppercase ... AGGGGHHHH!!

Anyway it's currently 10:06 on a Saturday morning and I've almost updated every race and blimey there's a shitload of racing and horses running today. On a day like today I always think that it should be easy to nick £5 - £10 per race and that would produce a tidy amount at the end of the day ... but as we all know it's not that easy!

I'm continually looking at various weather forecasts as I'm desperate to hit the coast again for some more cycling, drinking, eating and general relaxation. I've even though about the possibility of cycling from Brighton along the coast to Ramsgate. It's a fucking long journey though and with a few beers thrown in along the way I'm not so sure that I could make it? I suppose that if I split it into a two day journey then 50 miles per day should be achievable? So perhaps a day in Brighton and a few beers with green fingered Steve followed by an evening cycle along the coast to maybe Lydd at around 60 miles and then onto Ramsgate the following day at around 55 miles?





The weather for early next week doesn't look too handy but it's supposed to be picking-up from Friday so I need to get my thinking cap on and decide how I'm going to combine my trading, drinking, eating and cycling.

I missed out on three blinding days this week where the temperature was in the twenties, but as mentioned previously it's always a toss-up between working and holidaying. In hindsight I obviously made the right choice as I've had a few good days. So instead of spunking my cash on beer I've been able to add a few quid to the bank. The difference between staying and going probably meant that I'm sitting on an extra £1000 in my bank as it probably costs about £100 a day for me to go away when you factor in petrol, B&B costs, munch and Hoegaarden @ £5.20 per pint. It's still a bit of a shock when I pick up the mornings tab at The Belgian Cafe and it's £30+ and that's without breakfast or lunch! So hopefully I can continue in this form and add a few more quid before my next excursion(s).


So it's now 10:35 and I want to be a greedy fucker today and win even more and get to that stage where I'm taking £500+ per day.
 

...17:24 and today has been a bit of a struggle. I'm hoping that things improve this evening!

... well things did gradually improve and I clawed back my defecit and ended the day in front, which looked unlikely after my £120+ loss in one of the early races. Once again the daytime and evening meetings seemed like chalk and cheese. During the day it was like trying to run in quicksand and I felt as though I was just an observer, but then gradually the markets seemed to change.

I was SO close to getting a huge result in one of the early evening races. I spotted a great opportunity and even called my son over to 'watch a professional in action' (I was giving it a bit of large!) and at the off my £120 entry bet was only partly taken (I was 1 tick away from getting it fully matched) and literally 5 seconds later the price had moved about 50 ticks in my favour ... it really was a very close one!




Anyway, it's a day off on Sunday. It would have been my brother's 50th birthday on July the fourth so I'm off to the cemetery and then I'm going to see a few family members that I haven't seen for quite a while. Paul was the complete opposite of me in terms of gambling as he was quite fearless. We would often go to Hackney dog track back in the day and he would either go skint or come out with a few hundred quid in his pocket! I do miss those days of giving it the 'oi oi oi ... keep pulling' as your dog stretched into an unassailable lead. God knows what damage he would have done on Betfair!


07/07

+£99.24. I fell back into the old trap of fucking about again today! I stayed up quite late last night and that really threw my usual schedule out of the window today. I woke up late and then instead of cracking-on with my horse notes I chose instead to fuck about with my car ... again! I hate car maintenance, and instead of concentrating on winning some cash to pay someone else to do the dirty work I spent all morning looking for car oil, oil filters and transmission fluid. For some reason I became obsessed in my search and by the time that the first race was about to start I was nowhere near ready. I just felt like I couldn't be bothered with the racing and that I'd take any sort of profit. Fortunately my notes highlighted a cracking opportunity late on in Ireland which got me up to almost £100. In fact in hindsight I really should have gone in heavy on that one as I really fancied it as a cracking trade.




I'll be back on schedule and also back on my diet/training regime tomorrow so hopefully everything will fall back into place and I can start building on the good results from last week.




08/07

+£191.53. Caan recently mentioned on his blog that it's good to have a goal or target that you are working towards. When I started this blog my goal was to win enough cash to buy a house on the coast. Unfortunately circumstances changed and it's taken me a while to alter my style of trading. However, I now feel that I'm in a position to set an achievable target that gives me something to keep me motivated. Now my car is getting a tad old, struggles every year to get through the MOT emission test and has recently started overheating when under load (see above). So I'm going to need a new one. Now I fancy a Hilux but I'm probably looking at £10k at least ... so the target is to win £10k by the end of September! 




Today was a good start and it was nice steady trading without any major hiccups.






09/07

+£9.67. Wednesday is the day that Betfair rape your previous day's profits from your account and stick it in their pocket! It's also the day where I dropped a bollock in the 16:20 at Lingfield. I was obviously a bit pissed-off at the time and it does make you think 'what if I lose another £150 in the next race?', but I realised straight away that losses like this are part of the game. I kept calm and carried on and actually managed to finish just in front on the day, so I was quite happy.






10/07

+£130.45. I decided to have another curry day today so a few of my notes for today's runners were incomplete as I didn't go through the cards this morning. I didn't do too bad though and managed to scrape into three figure territory ... almost enough for a wheel and a tyre for my new car!




I've started to go in for multiple clicks on some races (I'm currently on £60 or £150 a click at the moment) and I feel that it's only a matter of time before I hit a stonking trade and get a few hundred English in one race, although there's also the chance of getting caught with my pants down and doing a few hundred quid. He who dares Rodney, he who dares!





The good old English weather has started to drag its heels and I'm still waiting for a solid few days of uninterrupted sunshine down on the coast.




Next week looks to be warm but also showery! It's the middle of July ... fuck off rain!!



11/07

+£322.38. I had one of those days today where everything seemed to fall into place and making cash was relatively easy. Unfortunately these sort of days don't come along that often! The good thing is that there is easily the potential to win anywhere between £500 - £1000 per day the way that I am playing at the moment as there is usually plenty available in the markets at the times that I normally enter and exit my positions. If I continue to gradually increase my stakes then there is no reason why I shouldn't be up to that sort of level in next to no time.



As mentioned previously now is the time to strike while we still have plenty of racing!!



12/07

+£107.47. I thought that I'd do something a bit different today and keep an update going through the day. This is how it all went ...


12:58: Well it's Saturday again so I really need to get my game plan sorted before the racing starts. My previous Saturday results have been +£70, +£202, +£122.90 and +£100.44 .... errrm in fact they haven't been too bad recently (I was quite surprised when I just took a quick look back at my results). Maybe it's just that I'm not making the most of Saturdays in terms of the amount of racing?

My normal approach doesn't seem to work as well and I think that this is due to the stronger in-running markets, due to it being so busy. In fact there are a zillion races today, most of them with quite large fields. So with 55 races between now and 21:15 you only need to average a few quid profit per race to make a handsome wage. Therefore I'll be playing a steady and patient game and only diving in when the opportunities arise.

13:03: Apparently the weather is set to be a mixture of heat and showers over the next few weeks so I may take the opportunity to get back down to the coast on Monday as it looks as though we might have 2 or 3 days of uninterrupted sunshine? I'm thinking that if I could win £300+ again today (cue motivational picture) then I'll definitely go ....




13:37 and I just won £8 in the first race and although it's not an earth shattering amount it really does boost the confidence when you start with a winning trade ...

13:58 a quick in and out on Demora in the 13:55 but missed the tasty 2.0+ for a place close home when in a clear fourth place! It looks as though I'm going to need a bionic eye today at Ascot as it seems like they have their last furlong camera on the fucking moon! It's like watching racing ants with microscopic jockeys on board ...

14:32 nicking a few pennies here and there but most importantly playing it cagey and patiently ...

15:27 agghh the Saturday struggle has begun and the patience has already started to wear thin ...

16:04 just took £60+ out of Gregorian in the place market as I spotted him coming through into third place late on in the 15:50 @ Newmarket ...

17:03 well I'm nowhere near the £300 mark as yet ... but there's still plenty of time left ...

17:57 right that is the afternoon racing done and dusted and I think that I'm about +£70. If memory serves me right I've fared a bit better in the evening racing on previous Saturdays so maybe I can nick a bit more out of this evenings two remaining cards, both on RUK so I might have a chance. The weather forecast currently looks like this ...


 


19:40 dare I say it but the evening racing seems a bit easier and I've crept up to about +£160. Now is the time to keep the concentration levels high and just aim to scrape a few more quid out of the remaining races ...

20:40 I fucking hate jockeys. They're either really intelligent crafty cheating fuckers or just plain thick as shite midgets or skinny lanky twats ...

21:18 well the wheels fell off late on in the evening and I just about kept myself in a three figure profit. There's always tomorrow I suppose ....







13/07

+£89.89. I was stumbling about on Facebook last week and came across the Hoegaarden entry and then the Hoegaarden website. They were running a competition to win a Hoegaarden glass so I had a crack and hey presto ...




I think that it is still running if you want to have a crack at winning a glass.




Strangely enough though I had already ordered six pint glasses and a beer runner from a UK site! I'll take a couple down to The Belgian Cafe next time I visit as some fucker(s) gradually nicked all of their Hoegaarden glasses last year and Andy hasn't bothered to replace them! 


OK it currently looks as though Mon-Wed are going to be fair days down on the coast, so as long as I do fairly OK today I'll probably go early in the morning, partake of a very early Hoegaarden outside The Belgian Cafe (and I'm talking 07:15 here!), hop on the 08:05 train to Whitstable and then cycle/drink (via The Rose Inn @ Herne Bay which opens at 09:00) my way back to Ramsgate (then via The Minnis @ Minnis Bay which opens at 10:00 ... oh yes indeedy!). In fact the usual scenario is that if I do OK today then I have some cash to spend, and if I have a nightmare then I'm so fucked off then I go and get pissed anyway!

It seems as though there is going to be a mix of sun and maybe a couple of showers on Tue-Wed so the bike can go back in the car and I'll just sit out under a canopy and get wrecked. I sometimes cycle in the other direction and go to Deal but unfortunately there is a distinct lack of pubs along the way, well especially ones that open at 09:00! Anyway, that's my sort of 3 day break!!

Today's cards don't look too inspiring with four ATR meetings but I have a sneaky suspicion that I might be able to nick a few quid at Sligo as the markets, especially on a Sunday, are as weak as what my piss will be come Tuesday afternoon, and that is usually where I can get in and out quite quickly.

13:30 I'll do another rolling update again today ... 

14:05 great start in the first race gets me £30+. So now it's slowly slowly and nick a few quid here and there if possible ...

14:45 overlapping races GRRRRRR!!!!! ...

15:13 chipping away but not helped by the race clashes which are effectively making today a wankbag of a Sunday. I haven't even seen an Irish race as yet ...

16:56 in the home straight on an unspectacular day. T-shirts in the wash, suncream at the ready so just a steady finish and maybe a few more beer tokens in the wallet ...


I was thinking about trading last night as I hit the sack (yep sad I know) and I realised that my analysis and implementation of my trades has gradually improved over the last few months, but funnily enough most of this improvement has been down to a few simple steps. I mentioned three key areas back on 04/07 and these are having more relevant information with regards to each horses usual running style, refraining from chasing a price and bailing out much more quickly.

Now as I was drifting off I realised that there are more key areas which need to be controlled and mastered. The main one is he ability to realise when to play the market instead of trading your own opinion. By this I mean that sometimes you will see an entry point but also notice that the price is NOT currently moving in your favour. In fact this just occurred in a hurdle race where the early leader drifted like a barge in-running despite leading over the first two hurdles and jumping nicely. Now sometimes it's just SO easy to think 'everyone else has got his wrong and the price will soon crash back down'. However, unless you are 100% confident that you really are right then it's always best just to sit on the fence and just watch what transpires. You'll find that in most cases the masses are correct and your initial opinion ws a wrong'un. There's nothing worse than entering the market against the flow and then just watching the flow continue in one direction and you wave goodbye to your money. Now this is not always the case, but unless you have a cast iron opinion then I find that it's best to sit on your hands.